I dont want empathy or condolences or whatever, i dont want anything from anyone. I just want to get better
I definitely hate myself, that's something that hasn't gone away. Idk what im supposed to do to mitigate that feeling
luckily, other than my math final im not really too worried about my finals this semester, which is surprising because the semester has really kicked my ass in terms of workload
ffxiv character lore
Zenos was brought up being taught all that an imperial heir was expected to learn, including book studies with tutors as well as combat. He spent little time with his father, Varis zos Galvus, and his mother sickened and died shortly after he was born. Varis and Zenos often went months without seeing one another, and to the youth his tutors and servants were little more than automatons. A bright but joyless child with little time or inclination for innocence or playfulness, Zenos was trained by an imperial swordsman in the way of the blade as part of his education.
According to Chronicles of Light, Zenos was tutored by a Ilsabardan swordsman, from whom he learned the Unyielding Blade technique. The swordsman actually sought the life of Zenos's father, as his family was being held hostage to ensure he would train Zenos. The swordsman attempted to kill the boy, when Zenos—using the Unyielding Blade technique along with a crystal to force himself to release aether to
re: ffxiv spoilers for the end of all the shadowbringers patches
it's weird that the expansion that i've probably enjoyed the most (at least proportionally to the time i spent in it) is the one that i took the longest catching up on.
it had the strongest start out of any of the expansions, and had some of the most hyped patches i can think of, but i still found myself falling behind on content.
in all likelihood, that's probably just because my lifestyle has changed to such a degree that i wasn't really able to foot the time investment, but i can't help but feel like my sustained attention to the game has done nothing but decline since HW.
ffxiv spoilers for the end of all the shadowbringers patches
finally caught up on MSQ stuff.
very excited for endwalkers. although i thought the battle of carteneau was a weird place to end shawdowbringers (kinda felt like the battle came out of nowhere, not really the climactic end i was hoping for considering how well the pacing was constructed for all the rest of the expansion).
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