grönhaj @Breakfast@efdn.club

You ever just had a vague idea of a piece you'd like of your sona, but you're aphantasic and don't really know what that'd look like save for the most abstract description?

Well it turns out @fluxom_art read my mind, and it turned out better than I could've hoped!

I'm a plantshark now ​

I wanna become better friends with a lot of people, but I'm also pretty sure I'm a weird space alien who does not know how to maintain/initiate a social relationship

new icon courtesy of @fluxom_art

I didn't even hafta mention that blue lollys are my favoritep

I now have art courtesy of the wonderful @FirstProgenitor

the worst part of this is like

the question of "are you worried about upsetting the creeps that keep the bills paid, or do you actually vibe with some of this stuff"

because if it's a matter of "I tolerate some of the weirdos in my fanbase because I need income, and also my stream is small enough (in terms if production, not viewership) might not survive an onslaught of outraged weeaboos" I kinda get that

but when you start to rub elbows with that crowd that's kinda not great

I'm kinda interested in NA vtubers, especially smaller ones, but I'm also kinda leery of them because a lot of the time they can be kinda surrounded by shitty weeb culture, even embroiled in it

for example, nyanners I kinda wanna give the benefit of the doubt as she's funny and earnest if a little crass, and despite posting some problematic stuff to her channel some years ago, she's removed it without prompting afaik

ironmouse, however hangs out with some anime youtubers who were really shitty when the animemes subreddit threw the tantrum over banning slurs, and idk if I trust like that

and with all that stuff networked together it's all kinda :/ if you ask me

mori calliope sang black parade

and come to think of it, that is probably the least surprising thing I can conceive of

kanzen houki sengen is both the exact energy I need in my life right now, but also the exact opposite

is it just me or do tumblr and fedi have similar, yet very distinct forms of brain poisoning associated with the respective sites

you ever just see somebody in a bad place and you want to help but you don't know how :(

I should probably sleep, but I feel like I need closure for the day

anyway I think it might be cool if I knew my place in the world instead of desperately grasping at anything to find a niche for myself

sometimes the pointless activities you do just to keep yourself occupied actually do help you vent some of your frustrations, so that's neat

I feel like it's good to have multiple accounts for multiple purposes for a lot of reasons

but I also have trouble juggling more than one account ​

I think there's a lot I think I want/need to learn about the world and myself, but I'm not sure what those things are

for honor is probably the best "sword game" I've played

but it's also an ubisoft game, and painfully edgy to boot so it's impossible to say whether its good or not

time is so weird

what do you mean it's time to start christmas shopping, thanksgiving was three days ago, I'm not even done with finals yet ​

on a scale of "just a cat" to "vtuber persona" how convoluted is your fursona?

i like a lot of japanese music, but it's kinda frustrating because it seems like a lot of artists don't do digital releases?

not right away anyway

and you gotta buy a pretty expensive physical cd and wait for it to come in from overseas ​

is it just me or is anyone else deeply repulsed by dung, not only physically, but like on a conceptual level

I don't even like talking about it

I honestly don't have any idea what games seem all that interesting to me anymore

though I picked up code vein and hiveswap act 2 while they were on sale, those seem fun